Tuesday, Aug. 25, 2009 1:15 a.m.

我又無謂地好人，蠢嗎？
但係其實我都會諗，無謂整差D關係，因為你唔知幾時需要人幫返你。it can be partly explained by such a practical reason. and in fact i tend to be 腍善 geh, despite the inchy attitude i put on the surface. it's very easy to persuade me to spend money - whether on donation, clothes, electronic gadgets, accessories etc.

wrinkles appeared on forehead and eyelids. youth doesn't last.

considering spending a few months in tai o to concentrate on painting and reading. a lot and a lot of reading. logistics would be a problem, though. and boredom... as long as i can go online and talk on phone i'll be ok geh i guess, but still i will need to make some new frds there. sik ha d gu wark jai lor, maybe they are nice inside la.

yau duc choose ngor dou seung hui cheung chau or lamma. got frds there and closer to city centre.

life is so short and there are so many things one should do... (oh.. less than 1 week left before the deadline for poster. tonite ngor yau hea jor.)

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nei ho ma?
ngor ma ma dei ho. a mysterious pain in the left forearm has lasted for the whole day.
i don't know what to do with the situation, but i'm gonna wait for now... it's really like playing chess (oh u r a 高手 in that).

been looking for frank lloyd wright's fallingwater today. reminds me of you.

btw it's weird talking to interior designers. they don't think the way we do. they begin from an image, from materials. but there's no right or wrong geh... it's just that we appreciate villa savoye and fallingwater from different angles. after all we are all green. none of us, be we architects or interior designers, could truly understand design.

when i looked at what they had drawn, i couldn't give any useful, inspiring comments. the fact that the designs were no good didn't annoy me. i wouldn't blame them coz they're new to the company and they're just my age or even younger. instead it only reminded me of how bad i also was (or am), and i now understood why tutors couldn't give us any helpful feedback at that time.