I wasn't born to follow - this is something I have always believed. 志不在此 right from the start. but still i wish it's not gonna be too tough a road or too rough a sea. test me with just a few small storms and hopefully i can sail calmly on.
as for the many questions unsolved, i wish to be able to give myself some explanation as i spend the year alone, or if i can't, i still wish to attempt to answer them using my entire lifetime instead of escaping by living someone else's life, wasting my life away on worrying over other people's problems.
actually 唔淆底就假, but i'll try to keep my composure dik.
Oh I'd rather go and journey Where the diamond crescent's glowing and Run across the valley Beneath the sacred mountain And Wander through the forest Where the trees have leaves of prisms And break the light in colors That no-one knows the names of And when it's time I'll go and wait Beside a legendary fountain Till I see your form reflected In its clear and jeweled waters And if you think I'm ready You may lead me to the chasm Where the rivers of our vision Flow into one another I will watch her dive beneath The white cascading waters She may beg she may plead She may argue with her logic And then mention all the things I'll lose That really have no value In the end she will surely know I wasn't born to follow