Friday, Dec. 20, 2002 11:45 p.m.
mini bazaar yesterday. i was the money collector for the first half. very messy lor. it took us a long time to sell all the binders. but gwor jung suen sold out la~ after the bazaar, i bought 2 tees and then "hair" dou 6:30pm. henry was absent yesterday. the lesson became more smooth and peaceful. ok la this lessson... both adrian and i thought the lesson time was not ok at all. really miserable lor, 6:30-7:30pm... today was originally scheduled as the school picnic day, but it was cancelled because of the rain. ho charm lor the other 3 classes... kui dei yup jor �h sin ji dou picnic was cancelled, wasted a lot of money. ho choi 6A mo si. gun jue ngor dei hui tai harry potter and sing k. i had to go back to school at 4pm for the full orch rehearsal. the one sitting in front of me was called fiona. gei ho yun wor kui. i went to shatin after the rehearsal. one of the tees i bought yesterday was a bit too small, sor yi lum jue lor farn hui woon lor. dim ji on the way i saw joyzi~ yau fu-lay-ed her hair la~ mo mud yeh lor ngor gok duc, but gwor joyzi jau wai wa ji gei wud dud lor.... haven't written any diary on paper for a long time. i can't think when i'm typing. if i want to reflect on myself, i have to write on paper. my mental age is 17 only. ho ng dim ar ha. jung hai ho childish. yiu reorganize my life lor. yi ga chiu messy and out of control, ng ji chi mud. yuet lei yuet but ji sor wai. dim guy leh... i'm always that insensitive and dumb? i always can't see things others see. ngor wui miss sai d important �Ӹ` and hurt others without knowing it. i don't want to ignore anyone or what. ho regret lor. wui gok duc ho dui ng jue d frds. yun dei ji dou ngor ng hoi sum wui comfort ngor, darn hai ngor yuen chuen ng wui notice yun dei yau d meh si. very often, when others were not talking to me but they suddenly ask for my opinion, i can't tell them anything because i was too absorbed in my own thoughts. i really didn't hear. sometimes i don't listen even if i know i MUST listen. |