Sunday, Dec. 31, 2006 2:08 a.m.
always feel better after talking to pfat. he probably doesn't know it. but thanks =) CU ppl probably really think differently. i'm trying... wait and see. wanna buy a plain and nice sketchbook. wanna do sketching every morning. wanna breathe in air as well as sunshine. and feel the winter breeze. the network is recovering. good. have brought my guitar to from home to mini. a guitar is shaped like a woman (would that be one of the reasons why picasso always put guitars in his pictures?). it is like a friend (or a girlfriend) that you can hug and sing to. it makes you feel intimate. but unfortunately, i don't understand this girl very well. ai. i have various musical instruments and i can't play them all. i can't even play the piano well... even though i started playing it since i was four. once i thought the violin would be my best companion, but my violin skill sucks. how ironic. i spent so many years and so much money on learning to play these instruments and i can't do well no matter what. on the other hand, i have never attended any lessons on drawing/painting but it seems that i gain more (both pleasure and recognition) from drawing. and my mum has always tried to make me concentrate on music and suppress my development in visual arts... �ڷQ��band (still).
i want to sing with people.
sing sing sing!
and i want to design products - tee shirts, notebooks, mugs, cups, lettersets... anything.
i want to do illustration.
i want to write.
i want to do huge paintings.
i want to do sketches.
i want to publish books... dream on, dream on. and i want... |