Sunday, Sept. 05, 2004 10:51 p.m.
irene i love haku. how i wish he's real. somewhere over the rainbow blue birds fly. i don't know when you'll get onto the plane tomorrow. i dare not ask much. take care anyway. online once a while, so that i know you are safe and sound. i've been listening to somewhere over the rainbow tonight. my archi group will be singing it in our drama on 8/8. when you replied my message, judy garland was singing the last line "if happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow, why oh why can't i?". i wanted to cry at that very moment. so many things happened to me in these two years and especially these three months. i wish i could share with you. but i just can't find a chance to talk to you. we are about to start another challenging school year again. i don't know what you and i will become. when i'm being suffocated by all the work in the studio, maybe i will think of all the little conversations we've had and the milk candy, so that i can gather energy and move on again. mum and i went to �W�� for dad this afternoon. dad was smiling gently to us. in another digital pic, dad and chow yun fat stood side by side in Tai O. he was extremely happy in that pic. even his eyes smiled. his body will be cremated on 9/9 in cape collinson crematorium. cape collinson reminds me of the little trip to big wave bay and shek o with wongchiuwei. i haven't been to the beach this summer in daytime. yau d incredible. i went to ���F with the archi ppl at night. the far-stretching sand and the waves... everything was nice but i still miss the sunshine. pianist audition tomorrow... i haven't practised much. actually i think i prefer singing to playing the piano. i only want to �Ȧ� sometimes. anyway, good luck to me =) |