Sunday, Apr. 06, 2003 1:29 p.m.
hello~ wa.. had a very sensual dream this morning. boon loi about to wake up ga la, dim ji yau fall asleep again.. and my dream never stopped. since the first night of the holidays yi ging yau many dreams... 1 ding over 2 or 3 dreams every night. lin afternoon nap dou hor yi dream. it was fun at the beginning... as i haven't had any dreams for a long time becoz i never have enough time to sleep. but then it becomes near to a torture now... the dreams i had these days were all unpleasant. everytime when i woke up i only remembered having a dream a while ago but i couldn't catch a part of it. only the unpleasantness remained and it filled the air. although i can't remember all the dreams, i find that there is sth common in them. in the dreams, everytime when i was about to do/finish sth, i would then be hindered. then the dreams became more and more confusing and terrible... sometimes things were too good that i thought they couldn't be true and i disappointed myself. of course when i woke up i knew those things never happened. like in this morning's dream, i was full of sexual desires. but when i found that HE was providing sex services, ngor chiu ng hoi sum and was very sum tung. i loved him but i didn't want to have sex with him and i didn't want him to have sex with every woman. i felt even more painful because he was that kind of person who would chase after every bit of skirt in reality. |