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Thursday, Aug. 05, 2010 3:53 p.m.

just reserved the air ticket.
departing on 20/9 at 0955
arriving on 20/9 at 1600

will do another FAQ list. don't ask me questions la ha.

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got up at 7 to draw west kowloon cultural district and then darp taxi hui wanchai meet client. as expected some amendments are still required la, but on the whole they were very happy about it, and they even chut $ chut lik to help with the coming exhibition at Peak Galleria. hui bin dou wun ar gum ho geh client. they knew that i would be in london, and the director suggested to pay for my air tickets so that i could come back to hong kong for the opening. wa really ng sai dui ngor gum ho wor...

i don't want to be the centre of attention so i'm not coming back. i know i may not come across another same chance in life. don't even want to speak about it or have video interview. would prefer writing definitely. always feel more comfortable with silence.

as we sat in pacific coffee to discuss arrangement for the exhibition i almost collapsed. so exhausted that i couldn't even understand what they said. and after the meeting that bus journey from wanchai pier to mei foo seemed to last forever - ho sun fu, ho _ sun fu indeed. why the man sitting next to me had to wear that shirt in pink? oh i don't know. couldn't he sit still and not look so hyper? i just felt like dying any minute. how come he's still there as i woke up and opened my eyes again after half an hour? why couldn't he just vanish from my sight?

怎麼辦

1:16am

剛見了D,好像很開朗的樣子,比我還要多話,而我卻再也沒有那緊張的感覺了。我當了導遊,帶他參觀了尖沙嘴新建的三個商場(當然包括我公司設計的戲院)還有前水警總部。因為工作太忙又睡不夠,我到晚上十點十一點已經累到不行,狀態很差。走到地鐵閘口,他問要不要送,我故作瀟洒地說不順路,不用了,實情是自己實在太累,另一方面也不想耽誤他的時間。背向他嘟入閘的一刻,心底浮起傷感,似乎我自己不知不覺已經放棄堅持下去了。那時我誇下海口,說即使那一刻沒機會,也會一直等下去,結果不必等三年,不消一年的時間,我就已經忘了。

尖沙嘴終究不同上環西環堅尼地城,這晚再走多少個商場,都回不了那許些令人懷念的舊城海傍的夜晚。也許我們註定要錯過了,只好安慰自己說,這樣也好,不必再擔心得失,因為從今以後我們永遠都是朋友。

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