Wednesday, Mar. 24, 2010 2:19 a.m.
turned down by stanford as expected. anyway i'll have an interview with arts london in may so if i still can't make it, i'll find sth to do. if i can't get into any school it only means that i'm not good enough and well-prepared at the moment. it doesn't mean i can't be good in the future. so i will keep working and read more see more as much as i can. i won't die even if i can't get into a school. stay positive but prepare for the worst. it's been a really busy day trying to get the right mushrooms and machines for matt the artist from australia. after finishing testing the machines it's almost 11 at night and we didn't have time for dinner until then. gonna be busy for the show these few days but i feel really glad to met all these people and be able to get involved. sometimes i get tired and my mind drifts to the outer space after speaking or listening to too much english, but i think i will get used to it gradually. i've been listening to mew over and over again before i sleep. need some comforting sounds. |