Saturday, Feb. 27, 2010 3:55 a.m.
i don't understand how my feelings can change so quickly. that's disgusting somehow. i am anything but what i thought. i am also surprised by how no bottomline i can be. so disgusting. - if the skin doesn't get better i will need a blood test next time. there are 100 possible reasons... sth with the immune system or liver or whatever. in fact i am a bit worried ga. what if it's some non curable disease? suddenly i begin to understand how aids patients feel. you can get angry with yourself, regret for having made stupid mistakes, but the worst thing is you hate make your parents worry. you hate to make them feel the pain together with you. 真係有D驚ga not joking. 心虛吧. - 聽日交完CU份application去整整個頭，俾自己放一日假先。 新年真係要身體健康，唔想有事。 |