Thursday, Sept. 03, 2009 12:04 a.m.
收到舊同事的EMAIL，再次覺得自己大概有讓人對我放心講心事的甚麼，那算是我的優點吧？但我自己卻甚少主動對人發牢騷（講同事壞話除外），９成都在這裏自說自話。 近來憶起yr 1/2半夜一起在7-11叮蝦餃喝熱麥精的一幕，竟然發生過這樣的事，自己也覺得意外。 feel so sorry when i see her writing about mr d. must be a big big torture for her... no matter how i justify what i did i would still be considered a wu lei jing ba. on the surface it seems that i've done nothing serious, but to her i must have crossed the borderline. way too far. giving up is not my style, though. remember the story about my fighting to have a pair of blue scissors instead of the red? sounds like i'm gonna "duet yun sor oi", but i know very well that the decision won't be made by me. it all depends on him actually. not gonna do anything apart from staying in touch as a frd should. it's impossible to tempt him, and there is nothing tempting about me anyway -_-" i've tried to larn 大方 and tell him to treasure her geh. to a certain extend it's true that i wish both of them would be happy as both are very nice ppl. but oh well... let's see. |