Wednesday, Jul. 15, 2009 12:02 a.m.
so many things to learn... excited and yet wanna cry. goh d php mysql apache and ng ji mud gwai.. help... 24 hours a day
6 hours for sleeping
2.5 hours on transport
1 hour for meals
11.5 hours for work
1 hour for shower and other minor things and the remaining 2.5hrs... how can i fit in all these?
books
school application and other research
freelance
preparing for exams
learn web programming don't criticize me spending all 2.5 hrs surfing the web... if i really try to work in those hours i'll be committing slow suicide. 救命. leaving office by the end of october. felt 如釋重負 when i told hr about this. mei lum ho ji hau dim suen actually, but i need a break from this company anyway. i told some mr ho and wiki about this and both of them congratulated me. is this something that worth celebration? i think yes. at least for torturing myself a little less. maybe i can leave even earlier? i feel that i'm losing the energy. like a bird not wanting to sing anymore after being locked in the cage too long. birthday's coming in august. a thursday. haven't thought of apply day leave... no idea what to do and who to meet yet. 3 august placebo live in hong kong. new band member wor ho chi. getting excited already. looking forward to brian's whining "I'm a man, a liar. Get into your bed. I gotta place it on the rack ... Got a place inside it..." and how about giving myself a little treat at least once a month - how about a 930pm movie after work? i need silence and darkness. need to be alone, away from ppl's talking, except movie dialogues which were prefabricated, rehearsed in advance. |