Wednesday, Jul. 09, 2008 1:04 a.m.
my own writing has surprised me - yuen loi i was once very very passionate towards people and life. i sound a total stranger to myself. have i changed a lot? omg i just found i actually knew the word "meticulous"... which i've forgot totally now... i'm going through such process of degradation... when has life taken on weight? - that entry is so shitty. every word makes my heart ache. what am i to do? - painful OT life until the end of the month. when will i be able to meet my friends and yum cha with mr sze? haven't seen him for years... hope he's doing fine after leaving MO... the ecstatic state boss talked about today... about forgeting oneself and totally submerged in one's thoughts... i think i have once experienced it with drawing and painting. |