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Sunday, Dec. 10, 2006 1:32 a.m.

planned to sleep early tonite and get up early tomorrow morning.. but now...

thx wiki. hui tai commercials la. jo KP assignment la.

this morning i had a strange dream. a team of ppl (including myself) was collecting animals... i remember we rolled a piece of �K���� around the tree trunk, put an orange inside to lure koalas. the first time a koala came down from above but it escaped from the gap between the two ends of the �K����roll. the second time the koala was attracted by the orange again, it escaped again once, but the man next to me put it back into the roll and we rolled the �K���� tighter to trap the koala.

we also got snakes... 2 ���Ds.. 1 big 1 smaller. i put the small one in double plastic bags, but somebody asked me why i used plastic bags. she said something about chemicals or poison... anyway we used plastic bags.

the last time i sms dad was about 2 weeks ago. the first time should be when i spent my first night in yr 1 mini. i worked in studio until very late at night, and i went to mini instead of home. no blanket, no pillow whatsover. should be around november. night light of the city shined on the windowsill, and i thought of dad. 'how are you? i am fine.' i think i was hoping to get some reply somehow. but there wasn't any.

for a few times i dreamt of his sick and wrinkled face. but the last time i saw him in my dream he looked healthy. he didn't speak (or not allowed to speak) as usual (in dreams). did that mean i had forgot the sorrow?

where are you?

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