Friday, Dec. 08, 2006 4:01 a.m.
at one point i'm grateful, at one point i'm hurt.
i don't know what the hell i'm doing. it's like lavishing ur love on a fish. hm. reminds me of pink floyd's wish you were here... 'we're just two lost souls swimming in a fishbowl year after year/running over the same old ground/what have you found?/the same old fear/wish you were here...' i think this song has the one of the best lyrics on earth. yes we are fish who never know what we're here for. got to see more in this crit. in the previous semesters i didn't manage or even care to listen to other ppl's crits. but this time i finished my work early, i could sleep for a few hours, i was the first to finish the presentation and therefore i had the energy and mood to stay behind and listen. had a long long chat with a classmate afterwards.that made me think more. to learn is to forget. the rest of us can survive because we are blank-minded and we have no preconception. that's perhaps the key. but if u ask me how to solve the problem, i won't be able to tell. how to get a blank mind? how stupid. perhaps i'm asking for sth that doesn't exist at all. |