Tuesday, Apr. 25, 2006 11:45 p.m.

an ok structure review... i made a lot of mistakes, tonnes of mistakes, but amato was happy with my drawings and some of the specifications i wrote there. ng ji mud treated plywood and 20mm plasterboard... 'helen this is marvelous! where did you find it?' 'from books...' and actually, very often from my classmates and bao jus. thanks everybody for your help* amato said our group had done particularly well, but i think other groups had done just as well. not everybody of course, but quite a number of my classmates were quite yung.

peaker's design is a big contrast to mine. i have a slight fear growing quietly in me. i have to be ok. i will be ok.

i walked from school to wah fu this evening. i stopped for a while at pokfulam village and chi fu. when passing by ebenezer school, i thought of the blind kids i met last last summer. i was helping my cousin in a centre for the blind. there was a girl called ����, a totally blind boy called �F��. i forgot the exact names of the other two girls... one was ����, the other christine ar ho chi... her chinese name was also x��. lily's mother seemed to be quite an important figure in the blind people circle. she's not blind, but she seemed to be fighting for her daughter, and she showed me some newspaper cutting about her daughter. at that time i only thought she's a terrible woman who tried to manipulate her daughter.

that centre was in ngau tau kok, and the kids lived very far away... some in lam tin, and lily in tsing yi. they all sent to ebenezer school in pokfulam. what brought them to come all the way from tsing yi/lam tin to participate in a stupid computer course taught by me in ngau tau kok? do these blind people really have no where to go? beside the blind people's school are the home of the blind and old folks home... how many of these people have been abandoned? will they all end up in the �ѤH�| there?