Saturday, Apr. 08, 2006 2:23 a.m.

worked until 6am this morning and had a 3 hr sleep filled with childhood dreams (nightmares?). the feeling and the situation were similar... i think it's that bus stop again... i wasn't familiar with the bus routes. it's that sea, that beach, that sense of losing my way again. this time i was told to find sth or sb in a ���q�xhospital in siu sai wan (in reality there really is this hospital, but not in siu sai wan). sth about St John's College? then i was on beach... my mission was to find sb... somebody died or somebody's somebody died or somebody's something died, and i needed to find that out in that hospital? on the beach, beside a young tree, i saw a big bird that looked like an ostrich, but a small one like an emu. this emu... well it's sort of like a peacock or phoenix... i dunno. it followed me and i tried to push it away by my leg, and i managed to keep it away from me. travelling... Stanley Beach? there's a beach anyway... a beach that i might have seen in dreams when i was small. sth familiar about the places in this dream......

who knows what a repeating dream means? well.. this dream is really the same with the old ones. but the feeling and the places are similar, as i have said. do i have some problem unsolved for years? or am i looking back into the past? i have no idea.

my day began with this strange dream, busy day with meetings viscom tutorial and Sigur Ros concert...

Sigur Ros live in HK...
simply too great.
the most amazing band on this earth.
what else can i say?
i have listened to the band playing Agaetis Bryjun, what else can i ask for?

when i went home the little goldfish was dead. motionless face... eyes staring into emptiness...

why sent me to the heaven and then hell again?

�p����... where have you gone? you were still here a few hours ago... why have u left?