Sunday, Oct. 31, 2004 3:36 p.m.
some of the sri lanka pics have been uploaded to my webshots. i have some health problem ah i think. mei tai doctor yi ging kwong luen lum yeh. the first reaction hai: cancer! gun jue jau lum dou ji gei yiu jo operation la.. jue hospital yau yiu ging doh $$$$. mum would be extremely sad. gun jue ngor wui get weaker and weaker. and then i would try to write a biography and say goodbye to everyone i know. i guess i would like to be buried in tai o, where i can stay with the sea and the stars forever. �Q�o�ӻ�la u may say. but death is so unpredictable, and things do happen. that leads me to think about what i have done in all these years. i can't think much at the moment coz i can't really calm down and concentrate. i don't even know where to check my body. maybe i should go to anita chu first? yee. yau yiu $$$. but one thing is certain: i want to live. and recently i've been thinking of some people i've met and the things they said. everything sounds so ridiculous. i've spent so much time on what i now feel as ridiculous. maybe i'm the biggest fool. by the way, i went to CU open day yesterday. big hug with claudiewongchiuWEI =) |