Sunday, Aug. 22, 2004 7:29 p.m.
they say that dad probably has only a week left. i don't know why they say so. maybe some organs in him cannot function already? i saw him this afternoon. he's now thinner and weaker, but he still can eat and drink by himself. i'm not sure if i saw tears in his eyes. mum and hill are now in the hospital. mum wrote me a message, telling me to be tough. grandma passed away last year and now dad is about to leave us. we have to stand by each other and continue to live each day to the fullest. yesterday i had an interview at lee hysan hall. after answering the questions, they asked me whether i could participate in their ocamp. when i told them about my dad, i couldn't hold my tears anymore. originally i have to go to another ocamp this week but fortunately i quitted. i don't know how many days we four can stay together as a family. i don't want to regret. |