Saturday, Jul. 17, 2004 11:23 p.m.

backed from the yso annual concert. saw henry, rosita, sindy, ar sou, nina etc on stage. originally i thought they would play tchaikovsky tim, but they didn't. probably they didn't have enough time to practise.

when i was small mum would bring me to classical concerts. everytime i couldn't help falling asleep. this time it was me who invited mum to watch yso with me and it's mum who fell asleep. i smiled to myelf.

dad is home again. he doesn't feel well =( and he's weaker than before. hope he'll feel better after resting for a week or so.

after the german lesson, two classmates and i stayed behind. natalia (the new teacher) asked me to read a short paragraph. she said my pronunciation was pretty good. but of course they were things that i could improve.

by the way, i could finally install autodesk viz. i can prepare for the lessons la =)

uhu, patrick never talks to anybody in my class ga bor. why doesn't he ask me to introduce hk disney to him? last lesson i couldn't recognize him at first, and i was thinking whether i was entering the right classroom. haha really wanna go up and praise his new hairstyle.

hm.. yesterday morning my brother quarrelled with mum because mum was scolding everyone (including dad) like mad. i agreed with everything he said and i hope mum would really try to reflect upon herself. everybody makes mistakes and parents are no exception. she was really gwor fun yesterday. i drowned in my own tears.

because of this and the typhoon, emily, sabma, yoyo and i didn't go to korean bbq. before AL i thought i would have an ever so happy summer holiday this year. i planned to go cycling and hiking to burn fat. i thought i would learn to make glassware. i thought i would have fun with all my friends. i thought i would go to the library every day and read all the books greedily. i thought i would savour my new-found freedom.

of course, there's always a gap between ideal and reality.

last night i tried to find somebody to talk. after waiting for hours, i thought my friend had forgot to call me and gone to bed already.

once again, there is always a gap between ideal and reality. maybe i am going too far to get somebody's attention.

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the mobile phone looks so calm. maybe it is right. what is to worry about?