Saturday, Apr. 24, 2004 11:20 p.m.
today's schedule: -oral practice with rocha and ppl from other schools @kowloon tong. had lunch with them and their christian frds afterwards in that apartment. we felt strange. -went to QC open day with rocha. saw kiukiu =) and we walked around for 2 hours -went to pacific place food court with rocha afterwards. chatted about �H��/personal growth/human relationships etc. then pauly joined us. chatted nonstop ar ha. --------------------------------------- i feel strange. when i saw the christian worshipping god... i wasn't putting my whole heart into the service. i was analyzing... thinking about why these people would be so devoted while i couldn't feel the wonder of god's love. i was numb after studying for so many years in christian schools. when S.Lau and A.Lee kept persuading us to believe in god when we were about to leave school, i felt a bit �ܩ�. ng ji leh... can't feel the need to have a religious belief. can't understand the christians' �v�м���. things become strange these days. maybe they appear to be strange simply because i think too much. maybe nothing has happened. |