Thursday, Feb. 05, 2004 11:02 p.m.
the chinese past paper said: working can make one more mature. when one has a job, he feels that he has a responbility and panick less. when i look back into the past i sort of agree with the passage. and just as what Kundera said, when we feel too light, we will lift up into the sky. this pleasure of lightness will not last forever because we will be scared for not being able to touch the ground. life has to be filled with something. gotta have something to keep you occupied so that you won't lose the ����. if you lose the focus you will feel depressed without reasons. and i think that's why i suffered periodic depression in the past. extracted from the conversation between kafka and his frd: "Oh no," said Kafka, "our world is only a bad mood of God, a bad day of his." "Then there is hope outside this manifestation of the world that we know." He smiled. "Oh, plenty of hope, an infinite amount of hope -- but not for us." he's humourously pessimistic. kafka was not stupid, but his childhood or his born character made him not able to get over some obstacles in his mind. dunno what i'm saying.. dunno how to explain. compu TAS... should be ok gwa. |