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Monday, Aug. 16, 2010 10:17 a.m.

睡到一半,又是雨點狠狠地打在冷氣機上,是早上5點。這裡的天氣還是那麼tricky,白天明明陽光普照,一入黑就刮起那預示下雨的不祥的風,然後到了午夜,每家每戶的燈光都熄滅之後,雨就不留情地下了。

早上十點的這刻,又下著大澳特有的大雨,藍天白雲是上天給遊客的恩惠,住在這裡你就會發覺,風暴比市區頻密,雨特別持久,晚風也特別帶威脅性。城市人來到這個沒有汽車的漁村,便發現要在戶外徒步十五分鐘才會找到符合一般意義的街,而若遇上下雨的話,除了留在家裡便哪兒都去不了,因為一出門就暴露在天空下,完全沒有遮雨走廊之類的buffer。夏天的凌晨,雨打在地上足以把睡在三層小屋的人吵醒,嘗試再睡一會,到早上五六點左右,鳥聲加上人們堆手堆車或者鄰居搬運木柴的聲音,還是讓你自然地醒來。即使天氣不壞,要購物的話,每一種貨品都只有一所店負責出售,譬如這裡只有一間金舖、一間中藥行、一間西藥行、一間布行、一間有職員服務的銀行等等,而且晚上七點後店舖大都關門,夜晚是供大家閒話家常而不是工作或購物的。但正是這種種「不便」,城市人才感受到生活與天氣的互動,才發現城市24小時不停歇的生活是如何不合理。

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12am

just came home from a night stroll. my brother came up while i was setting up the table for drawing. he put two albums on the table corner and asked if i got them already. i couldn't believe it - AMK history boxset and Hope Sandoval & The Warm Inventions' Through the Devil Softly! 'then i give them to you,' said my brother. i wanted to say thanks, but i was too amazed that i only managed to say 'gum ho ar...'. and then he left for a shower. that's all he said.

they were meant to be my birthday / farewell gift i guess? if so they are the first and only birthday gift i have ever received from him. how come i have never thought of giving him anything on his birthday? why can't i even say happy birthday to him?


The trouble with the trouble
Is the trouble in me
I might be mistaken
Might be forsaken
That sure could be

That seems lie lies to me
I don't know what you think

The trouble is
That the trouble says
There's trouble in you

Don't let me say
That I just slipped away
That I just took the car 'n' threw your keys

The trouble is
The trouble says
It's all troubling

Don't talk to me
If you're not on the leave
I'll never get to sleep

All these things
You sent my way
I've never saved a thing

Don't let me say
That I just slipped away
That I just took the car and your keys

'Cause the trouble
Is the trouble with me

謝謝你。

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